Body, or, I should call you (Xiongdi), you knock me there, coz I think you really hit the point. I've been too pushy, and anxious. I just want to get out of the traditional track of the jobs for english majors, and follow my passion for business. To do so, I thought going to buz. school is the best way. But probably I just didn't really consider the practical side.....Maybe an MS in economic or finance would also do? Probably I should use the “partially government” instead of state-owned company. We call ourselves company, but in the essence, we are... part of the gov. used to be government function. I belong to the international dept., my boss is the manager of the dept., and everyone else in our office don't really have a title. me, could be called project coordinator, or sth.,dealing with cooperations between us and foreign organizations, foreign companies. Sounds fancy, but after so many conferences and seminars and agreements.....nothing concrete.Sometimes I was yelling inside my heart “hey, there's the market, why not pay some attention to that?? ” But nobody cares. That's why I was so frustrated. My boss...he only favors the superficial things, so he could butter the big boss up..... and his political career....is gloomy, coz he had an affair which was revealed...and that one is big sin here...in such a conservative place. Maybe I went too far... Anyway, thanks again for the advice, for they are really helpful. | 
