My totur advise me to apply a PHD programme. he care about me, and he think it's a eazy way for me to have a better and safe life.
but only I know what lift I realy want and what work I love.
when I walk on my road, I feel longly and don't know what will happen next day.
what I should do just focus on my goal, and just do it.
tell myself to believe and enjoy everyday in my life.
because to be yourself means longly.