[翻了个译] Eminem自传The Way I Am 第六章(1)

10已有 458 次阅读  2011-09-16 02:04

I'VE ALWAYS HAD ISSUES WITH MY TEMPER.When I look back at myself during those years when everything was blowing up, I think maybe at first I was a little, you know, too aggressive and loud. It was like I had this voice and I had to be heard. "Don't fuck with me," to the point where people must have been wondering. Why is this dude so angry? Is he on crack? Is he on fucking crystal meth? I go back and see old interviews and even now I wonder, Why was I so hyper?

   I went through a phase back then when I was fucking shooting pistols in the air behind the studio and, you know, pulling gun out o motherfuckers, pointing a pistol in somebody's face, not even realizing that I could've gone to jail for that shit.

Back then I was living a main road, Hayes Street, and random people used to come and knock on my door all the time. The first album had gone four times platinum. I finally had some money. I remember thinking, I have a house, I can park in back. It was the first time in my life I'd had a real home that I could call my own and nobody was going to be able to throw me out. Directly across the street there was a fucking trailer park. Wouldn't you know it? Sometimes kids would sit and wait for me to come out. Other times they didn't even bother to wait. They would just come and bang on the door. The doorbell kept ringing. I was starting to lose it. As soon as I would open the front door the camera flashes would go off. They'd start clapping. I was losing my mind. I got up in one kid's face with a pistol. Unloaded, but still. Was that the right thing to do? Hell, no. But my temper was out of control. Thank God I was in enough control to not do something tragic. I had to move out of there before I wound up hurting somebody.
那时候我住在Hayes Street,这是一条主干道,会有不相干的人来敲我家的门。我的第一张专辑售出了400万,我终于有了些钱。我记得我在想,我有房子了,可以把车停在房子后面了。我这辈子第一次有了真正的自己的家。一个没人赶我走的地方。街对面TM是个拖车场。你猜到了吧?有时候年轻人会坐在那里等我出来。其他时候他们根本懒得等,直接走过来拍门。门铃不停地响。我的火气上来了。我一打开前门,照相机就闪个不停,啪啪地响。我失去了理智。我用枪指着一个人的脸。没子弹的,但毕竟是枪。那是合适的行为吗?天啊,当然不是。但是我失控了。感谢上帝我没有酿成悲剧。我必须在我伤害到别人之前搬出那里。

The very first pistol I ever owned, I bought legally. I mean, I didn't have the CCW, but the gun was licensed.

THIS LITTLE PIECE OF STEEL WOULD GET ME IN A GUN OF TROUBLE,like the parking lot incident that went down. You've heard the deal-- it was me, the gun, some dude with Kim, and a parking lot with cars and people in it.

Above: My beef with the Insane Clown Posse goes way back, but after the 2000 incident in Royal Oak, somebody called the police. I know I can't compare the couple of weekends I spent in jail to the time some other people have had to do-- 10,20,30 years, life. I'm livk that all I really had to deal with was court (right) and probation, but it still sucked.
话外音:上图:我和Insane Clown Posses的过节是很久以前的事了,但2000年在Royal Oak的事件发生以后,有人叫了警察。我知道,我在监狱里的几个星期并不能和那些要坐10、20、30年、坐一辈子牢的人相提并论。我很幸运,我真正要应付的只是出庭(是的)和缓刑,但还是很糟糕。


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