昨天考完出来,恍恍惚惚游荡在街上,麻木.开了机给朋友们发了短信:砸了,别问我成绩.之前跟爸妈说考不好就不打电话了,犹豫了一下,还是打了,我还没说话,只听妈说了一句考不好也没事,别放在心上,眼泪突然就泄下来了,再也忍不住....
哭了一晚,睡了一觉,本来不想再来这儿勾起自己的伤心事的,但是早上开了电脑,还是习惯性地点开了...
心里好多好多想说的话,也有好多好多的教训,但是容我一天再上来细说,因为我明天又要继续折磨自己去考托了,估计没几个人像我这么变态了,假期托着没报名,最后没有多余的考位让我选择,心想着那就一起准备吧,豁出去了,但是毕竟我高估了自己....
我承认,我的付出远远比不上许许多多的战友,暑假上了XDF就又撂下了,直到开学断断续续,考前一个多月开始拼命,但是这段时间我是真拼了(自己觉得).而且考前状态一直在上升,模考分数一次比一次高,考成这样,等于又回到了原点,心里上的落差让我接受不了.从小到大,我都是属于那种运气挺好的人,考试一般都能超常发挥,甚至觉得高考这东西我也没付出很多很多,虽然高考也挂了,没上上一志愿,但是调剂了个学校也好歹211,985,到了大学,考前抱个佛脚也能混个奖学金,但是,但是,这次我长这么大以来最投入的一个考试,居然给了我这样一个打击!
不倒苦水了,明天考完托再上来细说,快考试了,说说我的考试吧.考前一直看J,结果没想到踩到这么一颗大雷,真的雷死了,人品从来没这么差过.
Q50 ,因为做PP时间总是很紧,还经常做不完,所以前面一路狂赶,也没遇上什么大难题,可是做的时候题到最后突然开始简单了,而且是超简单,一看表没几题了剩二十分钟,我就想完了这下彻底完了.结果出来这个分让我很意外,所以同学们心里别想太多,专心做题就好,也别像我一样赶啊赶,一定要细心,一定小心陷阱,我有两三题都是点了NEXT又觉得不对,最后改的,估计前面做太欢畅已经跌进去不少了.
V我就不说了,比较搞笑的是我自我感觉V好过Q呢,阅读四篇全是一屏半,完全忘记了结构化阅读,定位也花很久,就是浪费了太多时间在阅读上了,所以后来时间太紧张太紧张,草草看一下就过去了,最后一篇阅读也蒙了,PACE,PACE,重要!
AWA:我怀疑还是上月的题库.因为两篇都是上个月JJ里的高频,所以没时间的XDJM还是看看上个月的J吧,我考前从JJ里找过三篇ISSUE写,结果其中有一篇考试就让我碰上了,所以心里那个小兴奋啊,因为最怕的就是ISSUE,考完作文还以为自己人品还是一如继往地好,结果...不说了.
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心情还是不能平静,现在有点抗拒回忆考试的过程,所以原谅我先提供这些,等想起来再补充,去准备口语了,虽然明天的考试对我已经不重要了,好好复习准备了的G考成这样,完全没看的T又能指望什么,但是我还是去找找刺激吧,银子漂了我还要听个响不是.
估计有几位同学校的G友看到这篇也能知道我是谁了,在此谢谢你们这段时间的鼓励,不管考什么,踏踏实实的,我就是侥幸心理太重,最后吃了大亏.
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